I.Z.Z.Y!

Today is just one of the saddest day of my life just keep it coming. I dont know why I feel this way i just think that all these shits ain’t right. Im sick and tired of kissing other people’s ass just to please them specially this one particular person i just hate you so much right now and I hope this is forever! I am primarily in the stage of trying to enjoy my life but you always grab the chance of stopping it I just don’t know what’s got in to you. My life is so not an extension of your life please put that in my mind! I know you aint that stupid for you not to comprehend with what I am saying.,i love you, yes! No question to that but we cant go on like this forever., Get yer facts straight! i have my own mind and i surely know how to use it. I just love you way too much that’s why i dont want this thing to end. You gotta do what you gotta do and we’ll see.

Okay… Today is my first day of school for second semester and yes! I am getting this feeling again that i have to adjust with different kinds of people.. Lemme share you something i hate about me.. I have this question that till now i can’t find the answer! “why do some people think that i am so intimidating?! “Why!? Lol nwais the hell i care! Don’t they just see the fact that i just don’t like them around?! I can be the bestest friend u can have I swear! Hahaha! But don’t just expect ME to say yez to whatever you do! Hey! I gotthis personal opinion of mine that its better to be as honest as hell than to see me pretending that i go with your craps! It doesn’t work that way…all of ky true friends know that especially grace my forever buddy since HS.i cuss her out whenever i have to. i tell her things that she dont want to hear not just the things that she’s only ready to hear. That’s me ;) I AM BRUTALLY HONEST! So yeah well hope this sem is way better than the first one.. Like what i said i am not an anti social!…… I just dont really like yoou!!!! ;)))

I feel all so stressed out knowing that my school life starts on Monday again.. :( I feel so frustrated that my sem break wasn’t that memorable and i hate the fact that i had to stay home and never get the chance to hang out with other people…but somehow i still feel happy because i was able to have a QUALITY TIME  with my son TJ and his dad ofcourse. I don’t want to go back to school yet…..sheeez!! long way to go before my graduation…2 more years…so i better stay on track and give my best to everything i do! I BELIEVE I CAN DO THIS!!! :)

so here i am hella bored! watching my little boy sleep but as of the moment he’S ALREADY AWAKE….haha…i don’t really know what to put here as of this time because i barely started..but maybe my experiences in my everyday living will be a big help for me to be able to update my tumblr.. so yeah….well…just gotta write some more later!!!! keep it cool!